I guess this is just one of those days where you just look back at old memories. You stubble upon your high school yearbooks and then you start looking at all your high school pictures +college pictures with your friends. I read every single one of their writing to me on the last days of our Junior year to one last days of Senior year. Yeah I honestly miss “the girls.” Kicking it together, having fun, inside jokes, taking the most ridiculous pictures together and etc. Yet those things just become a memory.. I know I’m not the best of friend.. I’ve made choices in my life that has led to the ending of a friendship which yes does suck, alot. You guys were each other’s go to girl whenever you had a problem and you two always end up making each other happy even if the problem isn’t gone. You basically become family, sisters. Then to just have that end because of one person, one guy or girl. It’s just not worth it.. I learned the hardest way possible. Being with someone for a year and a half might not seem so long compared to 2 or 3 years, but when those two people just weren’t happy anymore in their relationship.. That one year and a half could seem a lifetime of hell, yes I said it hell. I think I might be going off topic right now but I’ll blog about that next. Anyways to get back on topic and get to my point, it sucks that it took me a long time and have to go through ridiculous drama to figure out.. Losing your bestfriends and the ones you call sisters is just not worth it because instead of having the bond and all the memories to continue, they just stop and they are now just memories that you can look back to smile and be thankful that they have made such a big impact in your life.